Escapril Day 14 – Pink, Like Your Brain

Pink, Like Your Brain

This one’s about how 

when I was sixteen

I loved the song ‘Cut To The Feeling’

by Carly Rae Jepsen.

Oh my God I was obsessed

I’ve tried to rationalise it a hundred ways:

it sounds like the songs that used to play on CBeebies, and I’m pretty nostalgic

always searching for a way to hold the past alongside the present;

I was going through a rough patch and I needed the pure unbridled joy of it

a sugar rush with heart!

but I think the real answer is that

it’s just a really fucking good song.

The song is pink and blue

pink like my brain pink like Pink In The Night and Rose-Coloured Boy pink like

pilling prom dresses and Echo Falls and the sky before school in the winter and

blue like broken ice

And here was pop!  Beneath the frozen surface of synth there was

thunder and light, and I’d found something I could head-bang to 

in my room to keep the dark 

away.

I still bloody love that song!  

and grateful for the way it made me feel

open like the sky

for the way that it let the noise in:

all the things I kept out, all the sugar and light 

in the world.

Daisy Harris

To become enlightened listen here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qlsu7RhOnsQ

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